Aww... Thank you all for understanding, it means a lot.

DO NOT MENTION IT. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.

I now understand how much Chibi meant to you.  She wasn't just some girl on the internet to you, she was a true friend, as if you'd known her your whole life.  You use all the words you know to describe your relationship with her, but you know that words will never descibe your feelings.

I never knew Angel, but coming from you, she sounds like an amazing person.  I hope you find her.

This is... remarkable. my head dosen't understand but my heart does from weaker circumstances. You are a remarkable person that can do more than I would ever be allowed without being kicked out. keeping your willpower yet lives on Life is hard to maintain at times, but we manage. I would've done the same, so keep searchng for that feeling of happiness and it WILL come back...

I hope more people will be able to understand now, so that DarkSoul and I won't be the only ones. It's sad that only two people understand. I never really talked to ChibiVampire, but I read some of her posts last year, and I'm sure she would understand. She might just have a lot of problems in her life. But I'm sure she'll come back, I doubt she would forget PU after reading her posts.

Wow, that was pretty good. Can't really describe it, but good job.

Also, it's Thirteen. xD

I couldn't resist.

Good luck with Chibi. Hope you find her. And I hope she comes back. But if not, that's just life I guess. Good and Bad.

Well, the thing is, I know how something like that could happen, and in her case, I can tell you, you are wrong.

In my attempt to find Angel, sure, I have done crazy things, but I purposely am not doing anything to "stalk" her.

Mr_Rex offered to help by having his brother hack her PC, via IP address, I turned it down, because it was a stalker-type idea.

Then Baka got involved, he asked if I would like to hit up Phoenix PD, and see if she had physically vanished, again, I turned it down because it seemed like too extreme for this case.

In my "Search" Thread, I said, "I am doing the best I can, without being a STALKER.

[/rant]


Anyway, in the end, it comes down to, 'if and when Angel finds out what I've been trying to do, will she understand why I did what I did?'

I knew her well, I feel like she trusted me, considering some of the personal things she was telling me.

I don't wanna go as far as saying I love her, but I can't think of any other word but, 'Love.'

I think when she gets one of my Messages, PM or Email, I think She will understand
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I-I really appreciate that. I mean it means a lot.

I'm glad I was able to help you, and hopefully, Chibi as well.

Did you? I didn't notice, or either you sent messages. Either way, don't blame your self. We all make mistakes, just learn from it, at least.

I understand your sadness, I mean, if I had lost someone that important to me. I would be extremely upset. Chibi was important to me as well, you know what I meant, I hope.

I understand also, you wanting to know about her, you guys did seem to have a lot in common.

I hope I helped, I know I did you and I'm glad. I just hope Chibi comes back. If not, I hope she is at least OK...

I guess it goes to show you, PU has been through thick and thin, but what doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger. I'm just glad that this community is so great. I mean, they're like a family. -DarkSouL


...and without Angel, it feels like a part of the family is missing..

That quote is true, but why don't I feel any stronger?

I mean, its one thing to have a close friend, that cares about you...
...but when that friend brings out the best in you, and inspires you, and... loves you for who you truly are...

That's when a bond like hers and mine form, a friend.. like no other..

It is impossible for me to either sever the bond, or find a new one...

So I guess I'm stuck, wanting her back.

You know what I mean, right?
I'm sure you had a similar bond with either her, or someone else..
----------

Maybe because PU is moving on, but you can't without Angel. But, you may just have to. I dunno if you can or can't, that's for you to decide.

Maybe you can hold onto that bond, and make new ones. But still keep that one close to you, just in case.

I feel that way about my best friends. And a few others defiantly. I cannot begin to explain the pain of losing any of them. One specific, that I've only known for 3 weeks.

And, its not false hope, thinking she will come back. It is... believing. And you never know.
Oh, but I guess if everything was perfect, you couldn't appreciate the good things.

No problem. I tend to be a good listener, and contributor. Maybe that is one of the reasons so many people like me.

I don't think about it much. But I guess, I should appriciate things, more. Especially friends, and people special to me. Like the person I was talking about. - DS

Angel... I miss you a lot, because I care about you. No one but me seems to understand that you are a real person, and that you deserve to be treated as such.

I just hope that no matter what happens, you'll be okay. After all, if you get into any trouble, you can use your cute vampire teeth to scare it away. ^///^

Again, I'll be okay, I do want you to come back, but don't feel so bad if you can't. I will still be here ^///^.


I have been unsure of myself, as you can tell by my earlier comments, but whatever.

I still miss you of course, because you're the best friend I've ever had. You love me in the same way that I love you. Not to mention, the kindness you showed when I first came here. You welcomed me here with open arms, and I stayed because you were fun to be around.

...and I'm still here, hoping you'll come back, because you are a keystone here, we need you.

No matter what you're going through, Angel-tan, I'll be here waiting for you.

If you ever want to talk about anything, Email me or something.

I will always be there for you, in your heart, never forget that, ok?
I'll try to be strong, and be ready for you to come home. =)

A Twelve-year Old can make more sense of where you are at than I can..

This whole community needs you, because, here, you are family... and so much more than that.

Sure, there are new faces, but I know they'll come to love you just as the rest of us did.

I promise, I will try not to ask so many questions, if you come back, maybe that's why you left.

..and we can all.. be happy again..

Thank you so much, Angel-tan. <3
Everything you have done for me, for everyone, we love you for that..

Just never forget that, ok?

I admit, I have been paranoid over trying to find you, and it might seem like I am a stalker, but I'm not.

I am... at a loss for words. I want to tell you so much, but I don't know how.



This is all that decribes my relationship with ChibiVampire. Read this, and maybe you wil understand.

I am not crazy, only concerned.

One more thing, Have a heart, like me, thats why I can feel the bonds I create, my heart is stronger than most.

Cool! I got a Evan lv 49 in Glacia, Lv 20 theif in Serbia, and alot more, but im too lazy to bring them all up.

Oh, cool. I have a character at scania too but i hardly use him.

FELLOW MAPLER!!! Im mostly on the Glacia server, if you ever want to meet me my username is Nelaxas9000.

Aww... Thank you all for understanding, it means a lot.

DO NOT MENTION IT. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.

I now understand how much Chibi meant to you.  She wasn't just some girl on the internet to you, she was a true friend, as if you'd known her your whole life.  You use all the words you know to describe your relationship with her, but you know that words will never descibe your feelings.

I never knew Angel, but coming from you, she sounds like an amazing person.  I hope you find her.

This is... remarkable. my head dosen't understand but my heart does from weaker circumstances. You are a remarkable person that can do more than I would ever be allowed without being kicked out. keeping your willpower yet lives on Life is hard to maintain at times, but we manage. I would've done the same, so keep searchng for that feeling of happiness and it WILL come back...

I hope more people will be able to understand now, so that DarkSoul and I won't be the only ones. It's sad that only two people understand. I never really talked to ChibiVampire, but I read some of her posts last year, and I'm sure she would understand. She might just have a lot of problems in her life. But I'm sure she'll come back, I doubt she would forget PU after reading her posts.

Wow, that was pretty good. Can't really describe it, but good job.

Also, it's Thirteen. xD

I couldn't resist.

Good luck with Chibi. Hope you find her. And I hope she comes back. But if not, that's just life I guess. Good and Bad.

Well, the thing is, I know how something like that could happen, and in her case, I can tell you, you are wrong.

In my attempt to find Angel, sure, I have done crazy things, but I purposely am not doing anything to "stalk" her.

Mr_Rex offered to help by having his brother hack her PC, via IP address, I turned it down, because it was a stalker-type idea.

Then Baka got involved, he asked if I would like to hit up Phoenix PD, and see if she had physically vanished, again, I turned it down because it seemed like too extreme for this case.

In my "Search" Thread, I said, "I am doing the best I can, without being a STALKER.

[/rant]


Anyway, in the end, it comes down to, 'if and when Angel finds out what I've been trying to do, will she understand why I did what I did?'

I knew her well, I feel like she trusted me, considering some of the personal things she was telling me.

I don't wanna go as far as saying I love her, but I can't think of any other word but, 'Love.'

I think when she gets one of my Messages, PM or Email, I think She will understand
-----
I-I really appreciate that. I mean it means a lot.

I'm glad I was able to help you, and hopefully, Chibi as well.

Did you? I didn't notice, or either you sent messages. Either way, don't blame your self. We all make mistakes, just learn from it, at least.

I understand your sadness, I mean, if I had lost someone that important to me. I would be extremely upset. Chibi was important to me as well, you know what I meant, I hope.

I understand also, you wanting to know about her, you guys did seem to have a lot in common.

I hope I helped, I know I did you and I'm glad. I just hope Chibi comes back. If not, I hope she is at least OK...

I guess it goes to show you, PU has been through thick and thin, but what doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger. I'm just glad that this community is so great. I mean, they're like a family. -DarkSouL


...and without Angel, it feels like a part of the family is missing..

That quote is true, but why don't I feel any stronger?

I mean, its one thing to have a close friend, that cares about you...
...but when that friend brings out the best in you, and inspires you, and... loves you for who you truly are...

That's when a bond like hers and mine form, a friend.. like no other..

It is impossible for me to either sever the bond, or find a new one...

So I guess I'm stuck, wanting her back.

You know what I mean, right?
I'm sure you had a similar bond with either her, or someone else..
----------

Maybe because PU is moving on, but you can't without Angel. But, you may just have to. I dunno if you can or can't, that's for you to decide.

Maybe you can hold onto that bond, and make new ones. But still keep that one close to you, just in case.

I feel that way about my best friends. And a few others defiantly. I cannot begin to explain the pain of losing any of them. One specific, that I've only known for 3 weeks.

And, its not false hope, thinking she will come back. It is... believing. And you never know.
Oh, but I guess if everything was perfect, you couldn't appreciate the good things.

No problem. I tend to be a good listener, and contributor. Maybe that is one of the reasons so many people like me.

I don't think about it much. But I guess, I should appriciate things, more. Especially friends, and people special to me. Like the person I was talking about. - DS

Angel... I miss you a lot, because I care about you. No one but me seems to understand that you are a real person, and that you deserve to be treated as such.

I just hope that no matter what happens, you'll be okay. After all, if you get into any trouble, you can use your cute vampire teeth to scare it away. ^///^

Again, I'll be okay, I do want you to come back, but don't feel so bad if you can't. I will still be here ^///^.


I have been unsure of myself, as you can tell by my earlier comments, but whatever.

I still miss you of course, because you're the best friend I've ever had. You love me in the same way that I love you. Not to mention, the kindness you showed when I first came here. You welcomed me here with open arms, and I stayed because you were fun to be around.

...and I'm still here, hoping you'll come back, because you are a keystone here, we need you.

No matter what you're going through, Angel-tan, I'll be here waiting for you.

If you ever want to talk about anything, Email me or something.

I will always be there for you, in your heart, never forget that, ok?
I'll try to be strong, and be ready for you to come home. =)

A Twelve-year Old can make more sense of where you are at than I can..

This whole community needs you, because, here, you are family... and so much more than that.

Sure, there are new faces, but I know they'll come to love you just as the rest of us did.

I promise, I will try not to ask so many questions, if you come back, maybe that's why you left.

..and we can all.. be happy again..

Thank you so much, Angel-tan. <3
Everything you have done for me, for everyone, we love you for that..

Just never forget that, ok?

I admit, I have been paranoid over trying to find you, and it might seem like I am a stalker, but I'm not.

I am... at a loss for words. I want to tell you so much, but I don't know how.



This is all that decribes my relationship with ChibiVampire. Read this, and maybe you wil understand.

I am not crazy, only concerned.

One more thing, Have a heart, like me, thats why I can feel the bonds I create, my heart is stronger than most.

Cool! I got a Evan lv 49 in Glacia, Lv 20 theif in Serbia, and alot more, but im too lazy to bring them all up.

Oh, cool. I have a character at scania too but i hardly use him.

FELLOW MAPLER!!! Im mostly on the Glacia server, if you ever want to meet me my username is Nelaxas9000.